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Almost two month since I last inscribed something here, since I last felt the urge to pour my thought to this silent, invisible audience. So much have happened, and yet so little. I gave up on my quest for love, figures, feels like I gave up on a friend - a very dear friend - too in the process, and I'm not even surprised. It was just like in the movies, 'cept I never got the girl in the end. And what for? I'll be leaving town in a few months. I have so many things to settle, next year is so close yet so far away. There are so many places I want to go, to be. London, Lyon, Wales, Greece, New Zealand, China, Korea, Japan, even the US. I dream. I dream maybe too much and I don't know where to start to make these dreams come true.
Is this a come back on LJ or just a fleeting thought ? Maybe I'll take up my writing once more, if only to delay the inevitable job seeking and form filling...
Is this a come back on LJ or just a fleeting thought ? Maybe I'll take up my writing once more, if only to delay the inevitable job seeking and form filling...
- location:home... where else ?
- Mood:
lethargic - Listening to:Shameless Hussies - Alix Dobkin


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I'm not very proud of how far we're become, though I still think about you and everyone from highschool as you're still my dear friends from these beloved highschool time and I never thought of making new ones, its a shame how I feel I'm gradually losing each of you. But I'm not blaming anyone for this, only myself for being so...nothing, time goes by and it's like I haven't improved myself contrary to all of you who keep growing. Though I don't often talk to you, I never stop thinking about you all, it's just that I don't find myself good enough to go back to you. Sometimes I cry coz of this, that poor girl I've become -or still am-, it makes me feel more lonely >_<.
Well, that's enough for today ;)I just wanted to share some of my thoughts with you(I bet my english has become bad too...)
I will end this comment by saying that you're still all in my heart and then that I brought a present from Tignes for you Shiori ^__^
See ya ! 'Send hugs to ya ^^